most times, im in the corner, quiet, observing, languid. haha.

i think languid sums it up.

sometimes i wanna sing, sometimes write, on rare times compose, or rather decompose,

most times though, without even me knowing, i just need to be hearing someone, catching someone, anyone close enough.

most times its not i don't care to share, to love, or hate, or smile, or laugh, or joke.

its just that i don't. i don't. its innate, its in-built, its.. you got me. okay.

so honestly, i haven't gotten to share my music, words, thoughts, with alot of people, and i probably won't get to. i'll face it if i'll be damned.

so..

no, there's no so. the only mere reason why i put this up, is well cause, i hate being misunderstood, and i hate having to spend a perfectly normal sunday afternoon home. so yeah.

how i need a change.

i need college.

i need change.

good to go where i'm needed.

haha. i think i just need some good old loving la.

i think i'm moving.